Well, I have been browsing on facebook and found out that a lot of photos were posted in the recent days. I've been wondering that why I don't have any to post? Just getting all emo on small matters... I've noticed that some people are posting early good byes and saying they'll miss others... and I am totally blank out... I know that this is the last semester... although I don't show that I'm gonna miss anybody but the hearts are kinda heavy right now... especially after seeing the "I'm Gonna Miss You Guys" posts over FB. Days are limited, I really need to do something special with my Uni buddies... well if they considered me as one... I'm always the one who went MIA (Missing In Action) for most events...
Taking some memorable photos... Maybe hang out together... Then it's time to say goodbye... Something is missing... but I don't know what it is... it's lost... I can feel it... it's lost...
Really hope to find it cause its important... the hearts is searching for the missing link...
Signing out,
Meowth, That's Right!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Note 23/2/2010
Heads up Melvin Chua, there are more important things to do now... no time to be sitting in the room thinking about all the emotions... This sem we will go through thorns and flames... shed blood and tears... and still withstand the blows...
This is what I posted on facebook. A note to myself. The radio DJ from a chinese station suggest that we write to ourselves in order to understand ourselves better. I guess I'll be doing that for a few days to see if it really helps...Signing out,
Meowth!! That's Right!!
Friday, February 12, 2010
Gatherings
2010 Feb 12, two gathering that was planned to be at 7pm which I at first decided to decline. One have decided to change the time at 9pm which is exactly after my TKD class and the other was rejected by me due to the time slot. Upon declining the invitation, deep down inside of me was feeling rather regretful. The "Kem Put-Put" gathering was held far too many times and I was invited to most of it but have yet to attend one. The same happened for Tim's gathering also... I was always busy and the time well not so appropriate for me... But they still invite me despite the chances of me turning up is almost zero.
I can say that this is my definition of frenz... one who will continue to have faith to another... treating another as a part of them... I was touched when they tried to invite me for so many time... seriously... but I guess I am just a bad friend... So I went on to the class and then went to the venue of Tim's Gathering, Station 1 which is just outside of my own "taman".
To my surprise, "Kem Put-Put" changed it's venue and time to the same place as well. It's fated that I will go for both of the gathering at the same time and same place. Not to forget it's my 1st time attending either one of it... God knew that I wanted to go for both and granted it... Thank God.
I have a great time hearing about their experience and life... even can know new promotion... ;P
Even a friend which I have not seen for 10 years was at Tim's Gathering... It was really worth it to be at this 2 gathering... despite having to table hopping... I hope they don't mind... Thanks people... It was a great meeting and I trully enjoyed it...
I can say that this is my definition of frenz... one who will continue to have faith to another... treating another as a part of them... I was touched when they tried to invite me for so many time... seriously... but I guess I am just a bad friend... So I went on to the class and then went to the venue of Tim's Gathering, Station 1 which is just outside of my own "taman".
To my surprise, "Kem Put-Put" changed it's venue and time to the same place as well. It's fated that I will go for both of the gathering at the same time and same place. Not to forget it's my 1st time attending either one of it... God knew that I wanted to go for both and granted it... Thank God.
I have a great time hearing about their experience and life... even can know new promotion... ;P
Even a friend which I have not seen for 10 years was at Tim's Gathering... It was really worth it to be at this 2 gathering... despite having to table hopping... I hope they don't mind... Thanks people... It was a great meeting and I trully enjoyed it...
Monday, November 16, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Re-Trusting : Gaining The Trust That You Lost
Trust like I have said earlier is the vital key to the bonds of relationships. Trust grows like how the big tall trees in the jungle, slowly and constantly if nothing serious happens. It is suppose to be established and unshaken by wind. If there are outside factors such as parasiting, rotting or lightning strikes, the very foundation of the trust will crumble. Parasiting and Lightning Strikes are similar, both an outer factor that will bring the great Trust down. Parasiting will slowly sap the essence of life that the tree had been keeping for it's lifetime and Lightning Strikes just strike without mercy at unexpected times. Rotting comes from the inside of the tree where the tree will be influenced by worms which lingers within it. Of course, you'll be lucky if there are some woodpeckers there to help you but in reality woodpeckers are almost extinct.
Even when the tree is big and strong and not affected by the 3 phenomena above, there are always someone who will try to axe it down for their own benefits. The benefits varies from one people to another. Money, popularity, or revenge (due to envy) might be the reasons behind the cutting down of the Trust tree. These group are forester.
As how the tree falls, every years taken to grow will be leveled to as low as the ground but as long as the roots are still intact to the ground, it will eventually grows and be a big tree again. Time is the factor to the growth. What was lost may not be achieved to the same extent as before but it's worth a try. The length of time to grow would probably be multiplied but it is still possible. When the tree falls, it will first need to clear whats inside, the worms that eating the very core. Then it needs to identify the parasites that are growing around it then throwing these parasites that are around it. Next is to let the growing to grow at it's own pace.
Parasites and Rotting can be stopped but Lightning Strikes and Forester are hard to prevent. The only thing to do is to equip the tree with some things to prevent the lightning strike at the same place and prepared for the unwanted forester. Probably by dropping some branches or durians on the foresters' head will do the job... not killing ya... remember self control and discipline to prevent rotting.
Lightning Strike is something that happens unexpectedly just like a god's trial to the tree. Parasiting is like the other beings around the tree that are taking advantage and trying to kill the tree at the same time. Rotting is from the tree's ignorance of self control and discipline. A forester kills the tree for utmost benefits and usually helped by the parasites. Roots will be your determination and inner strengths to withstand the fall to rise again.
"Our greatest glory does not lies in our success, but to fall and try again." Confucius
Signing Out,
Meowth @ka Melvin
Even when the tree is big and strong and not affected by the 3 phenomena above, there are always someone who will try to axe it down for their own benefits. The benefits varies from one people to another. Money, popularity, or revenge (due to envy) might be the reasons behind the cutting down of the Trust tree. These group are forester.
As how the tree falls, every years taken to grow will be leveled to as low as the ground but as long as the roots are still intact to the ground, it will eventually grows and be a big tree again. Time is the factor to the growth. What was lost may not be achieved to the same extent as before but it's worth a try. The length of time to grow would probably be multiplied but it is still possible. When the tree falls, it will first need to clear whats inside, the worms that eating the very core. Then it needs to identify the parasites that are growing around it then throwing these parasites that are around it. Next is to let the growing to grow at it's own pace.
Parasites and Rotting can be stopped but Lightning Strikes and Forester are hard to prevent. The only thing to do is to equip the tree with some things to prevent the lightning strike at the same place and prepared for the unwanted forester. Probably by dropping some branches or durians on the foresters' head will do the job... not killing ya... remember self control and discipline to prevent rotting.
Lightning Strike is something that happens unexpectedly just like a god's trial to the tree. Parasiting is like the other beings around the tree that are taking advantage and trying to kill the tree at the same time. Rotting is from the tree's ignorance of self control and discipline. A forester kills the tree for utmost benefits and usually helped by the parasites. Roots will be your determination and inner strengths to withstand the fall to rise again.
"Our greatest glory does not lies in our success, but to fall and try again." Confucius
Signing Out,
Meowth @ka Melvin
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Of Fist and Foot?
I've been learning martial arts for quite a number of years now but my improvements well not as good as it used to be... my training are getting tougher and yet the way I'm using the art is getting dense right now... no more changes and daring acts... To a martial artist, we always strive to improve ourselves... as we get up to the higher levels we seemed to be improving at a very slow pace... lucky enough if you have any improvements...
Just like many masters would have tell me... Now that the art became dense and the cup is to full, the only way is to empty it and then improvements can take place... it will simply means that to step out of the comfort zone and try to evaluate the usefulness of the practice then to improve the training as well as yourself...
I made a lot of searches over the Internets... into forums, blogs, web pages... well, there is nothing much actually. It seems that it is not the training or the physical that needed to be improved... It is the heart... I need to fill it with burning passions like I use to have when I just started...
The fist will now have to fuse with the passionate heart in order to take it to next level... For now, I'll just think of the reasons that I first started martial arts and then I'll soar up in the sky again (hopefully, ;-P)
Meowth
That's Right!!!
Just like many masters would have tell me... Now that the art became dense and the cup is to full, the only way is to empty it and then improvements can take place... it will simply means that to step out of the comfort zone and try to evaluate the usefulness of the practice then to improve the training as well as yourself...
I made a lot of searches over the Internets... into forums, blogs, web pages... well, there is nothing much actually. It seems that it is not the training or the physical that needed to be improved... It is the heart... I need to fill it with burning passions like I use to have when I just started...
The fist will now have to fuse with the passionate heart in order to take it to next level... For now, I'll just think of the reasons that I first started martial arts and then I'll soar up in the sky again (hopefully, ;-P)
Meowth
That's Right!!!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
The Return of The Meowth
At last, I'm back from the pits of so call Hell and back to life... What can I say, I've been into many situations that made me think about life as a whole... Life still goes on no matter if you're up or down... Time passes and it doesn't even give a damn if you are dangling idle... What's more important then to have fun? For me it's nothing...
Making money to have fun but not to forget to have fun while making money... Meowth's Style...
Anyway, time shows everything you need to see... even if you don't want to see it... Just like if the friendship you having now is genuine or just people making use of you... or relationship that you are having is worth having faith upon... Time just show you what it want you to know or to see... you can't do anything to it but just to make it as a leson for your future...
I've been in Ups and Downs, but now I'm back again writting my comment on peoples, places, events or things that I might be disgusted or totally crazed about... Back to the way of the Emolectrifying Route... Hoping to write something interesting that worth reading in the near future... maybe... maybe not... haha... who knows?
Meowth... That's Right...
Making money to have fun but not to forget to have fun while making money... Meowth's Style...
Anyway, time shows everything you need to see... even if you don't want to see it... Just like if the friendship you having now is genuine or just people making use of you... or relationship that you are having is worth having faith upon... Time just show you what it want you to know or to see... you can't do anything to it but just to make it as a leson for your future...
I've been in Ups and Downs, but now I'm back again writting my comment on peoples, places, events or things that I might be disgusted or totally crazed about... Back to the way of the Emolectrifying Route... Hoping to write something interesting that worth reading in the near future... maybe... maybe not... haha... who knows?
Meowth... That's Right...
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