Monday, November 16, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Re-Trusting : Gaining The Trust That You Lost
Even when the tree is big and strong and not affected by the 3 phenomena above, there are always someone who will try to axe it down for their own benefits. The benefits varies from one people to another. Money, popularity, or revenge (due to envy) might be the reasons behind the cutting down of the Trust tree. These group are forester.
As how the tree falls, every years taken to grow will be leveled to as low as the ground but as long as the roots are still intact to the ground, it will eventually grows and be a big tree again. Time is the factor to the growth. What was lost may not be achieved to the same extent as before but it's worth a try. The length of time to grow would probably be multiplied but it is still possible. When the tree falls, it will first need to clear whats inside, the worms that eating the very core. Then it needs to identify the parasites that are growing around it then throwing these parasites that are around it. Next is to let the growing to grow at it's own pace.
Parasites and Rotting can be stopped but Lightning Strikes and Forester are hard to prevent. The only thing to do is to equip the tree with some things to prevent the lightning strike at the same place and prepared for the unwanted forester. Probably by dropping some branches or durians on the foresters' head will do the job... not killing ya... remember self control and discipline to prevent rotting.
Lightning Strike is something that happens unexpectedly just like a god's trial to the tree. Parasiting is like the other beings around the tree that are taking advantage and trying to kill the tree at the same time. Rotting is from the tree's ignorance of self control and discipline. A forester kills the tree for utmost benefits and usually helped by the parasites. Roots will be your determination and inner strengths to withstand the fall to rise again.
"Our greatest glory does not lies in our success, but to fall and try again." Confucius
Signing Out,
Meowth @ka Melvin
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Of Fist and Foot?
Just like many masters would have tell me... Now that the art became dense and the cup is to full, the only way is to empty it and then improvements can take place... it will simply means that to step out of the comfort zone and try to evaluate the usefulness of the practice then to improve the training as well as yourself...
I made a lot of searches over the Internets... into forums, blogs, web pages... well, there is nothing much actually. It seems that it is not the training or the physical that needed to be improved... It is the heart... I need to fill it with burning passions like I use to have when I just started...
The fist will now have to fuse with the passionate heart in order to take it to next level... For now, I'll just think of the reasons that I first started martial arts and then I'll soar up in the sky again (hopefully, ;-P)
Meowth
That's Right!!!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
The Return of The Meowth
Making money to have fun but not to forget to have fun while making money... Meowth's Style...
Anyway, time shows everything you need to see... even if you don't want to see it... Just like if the friendship you having now is genuine or just people making use of you... or relationship that you are having is worth having faith upon... Time just show you what it want you to know or to see... you can't do anything to it but just to make it as a leson for your future...
I've been in Ups and Downs, but now I'm back again writting my comment on peoples, places, events or things that I might be disgusted or totally crazed about... Back to the way of the Emolectrifying Route... Hoping to write something interesting that worth reading in the near future... maybe... maybe not... haha... who knows?
Meowth... That's Right...
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
World Destruction... Can You Feel It?
Many, many reports and information that you can get over the Internet. Yet, most of us are clueless, unaware and maybe don't even care about this... For those who believe their journey is still long, think again 2012 is just 3 years away... For those who are chasing towards the materials, ask this question, "Can I bring the materials to where I would be when the destruction hits earth?". Our lives has now become tha issue... the timebomb is ticking... bit by bit... we are strucked by little famine...
SARS, Bird Flu, and now the hottest A H1N1, the cases are getting more and more serious... I basically don't want to believe in this warnings... but the concern has reached my heart... I want to be rich, famous and satisfied... I don't want to perish in the flames of the destruction that I'm going to walk into... There are many things that I still want to do... Life... right now is no longer what it used to be for me... chasing the wind and stars... get good grades to get a great job that earns a lot... I don't want it anymore...
I just want to live my life... as how everyone should have... living to the fullest... with no regrets... I'm trying to do things that I wanted to do... trying to achieve as many dreams I have... trying to spent as much time for my friends and family... trying to say those words that I should've said to someone... Time for us have shortened... we should learn to appreciate...
As much as I would like to think that this prediction is fake and will not come through, I would also like to see the expression of those who wasted their lives and treated others badly when the time we known as "Judgement Day" arises... God's wrath on all of us, those who did the sins and for those who ignored the sinners... I just hope that god will change his mind on this one...
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Life as a Trainee Part 1
However, Daibochi did a great job on trying to motivate their workers... giving incentives, food allowance, and some little appreciation lunches... Yeah although the canteen food sucks, but it is still edible and quite cheap... well the cheap part depends on the mood of the lady standing by the counter... Monthly assembly to remind workers on their goals and targets as well as giving out awards... and announcing the sales performace... Making the workers to feel appreciated and respected...
Mr. Soon Kim Chye, the Human Resource Manager, also felt that the office should have a little music at least... People in Daibochi till now, is still nice... of course there are some nasty fella also... well, Miss Mak told me that all crows in the world is same black... from a chinese saying... direct translated (;P), which also means that every company have the same mix of peoples... As much as I try to work, I might end up going online because I'm not that kind of people to do same thing over and over again....
Life as a trainee so far was rather enjoyable... and well a little more fun than what I thought of... So, this is my review and short updates of what I'm doing now... for those who are missing me... wahahaha... I'm quite okay right here, right now...
XOXO
Meowth
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Work!!!
Signing Off:
Melvin @k@ Meowth
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Outing~~ 30/5/09
Everything was just crazy... I just came into the room then they passed me the mic to sing the song "In The End" by Linkin Park... Now thats really help me bring out all the stress deep within... shouting out loud... Anyway... I guess everyone had fun... and I went up "High"...
Friday, May 29, 2009
A Day After The Exam
But then, today was like so laid back and I was so free and yet... I don't feel like doing the stuff I did when it was the exam period like playing games... I felt weird myself... I'm doing something else when I have loads of stuff to do and do nothing when I'm free... Jeez
Anyway, I'm glad that exam is over and I look ahead for the Industrial Training starting June 1st... Haha... I'm going to train in a company, Daibochi Plastics located in Ayer Keroh Industrial Area... 4 months of training which is a requirement for us... Hope to learn something there... Before that, I wanna enjoy to the max... So Tomoro I'll be going out with a group of friends and planning to sing my heart out... Wahaha...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
21/5/09~~~ Mum's B'day!!!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Smile
I liked to smile to the familiar faces that I met in University... the fact that those people saw me smiling at them... they smiled back at me at that felt good... The positivity that smile cast around you is miraculous... People liked to approach those who smile than those who frown every single day... Smiling is a way to show that you enjoyed someones' company...
I still remember that one of my friend did ask me why I smiled 24/7... and I replied... I like getting the smiles back... Some of them says that I smile like a pervert... haha... Life is such that we always try to figure out the hidden agenda although none was involve... thats life... but a smile can put you through the bitter times and comfort people... of course, you don't smile when someone is sad or in orbituary... you might just end up being beaten up... haha...
Smile... The positivity... The energy... The joy... Have you smiled to your loved ones today? Because that could make their day... Start Smiling, and feel the difference...
Friday, May 15, 2009
Trust
I am a believer of trust itself... you may think that I'm naive and not being hurt by evil backstabbers and even liars... Maybe I am trying to think about whatever good that is left in the world today... Optimistic or some might say Foolish... I chose to stand on the side of trust mainly because I've once lost it... before a saviour came and pull me out from where I am with just trust...
I was falling into the darkness when hopes die out on me... people around me see me in the manner that it takes away whatever life essence thats left within you... People began to discriminate and even isolate you... for just a few tainted events that you are related with... People didn't know how suffering it was... the emotions behind a smile and the bleeding within the tough expression... Everyday was like falling into the deeper area of life...
Then a hand reach out to me... pull me away from where I was... I am giving up on all the hopes and there she was... telling me that she trust that I can do it... Trusted that I can come out from the hole and redeem my pride... she was my teacher, the only person who gave me strong words and encourage me when the world turn it's back on me... That was the beginning of a journey beyond my own immagination... I'm now in University... A place that I've never thought I'll make it back then... Thanks to a simple trust...
There for, I am keen on giving trust to people although I'll be hurt at a certain point... Honestly, I don't mind... because the trust that I give can at one point save another me... So, please try to keep the trust because its important... Trust is earned not given...
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Turt and Torrie
Then there is this forum where they said it can be saved... just need clean and warm water and more nutrition... Well, I didn't have a water heater and it is too expensive to buy one... so I try to bring the both of them out under the sun. Then after 2 days Turt is able to open his eyes again... but only for a few minutes... I fed them live worm and also fishes to boost their nutrient intake...
I was planning to bring it to a vet... then Turt open his eyes yesterday and mantained till today... it healed... That's why I let them have a photo shooting session... haha
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Exam Coming~~~!
Most of my projects are done...
Not to forget that the Final Examination is drawing near and I have yet to prepare anything... This is not what I fond of but it happens every semesters, or at least most of the semesters. Saying this doesn't mean anything to me... somehow, I've lost the will to learn... because the more I learn, the more I discover that in the end what trully matters is will you survive in this cold blooded world? But knowing this, I still cannot go against the will,hope and trust of my parents that bestowed upon me... So, I need to re-motivate myself and stand on my boat in the middle of the rough, wavy sea...
I hope that will that was kept deep within me will emerge again and give me the strenght to pull me out of my own psychological barrier. Just like it happened 10 years ago... I stood up and fight a fight that I'll never forget and that had changed the world that revolves around me... Will I once again gather the enormous strength from within to keep up with my nemesis, the time? I guess only I can find the answer when my nemesis, the time have arrive...
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
Outing~~8/5/09
We promised to meet each other at 9pm at GOGO KTV. Like yesterday, I drove straight from my house and other 5 carpooled. Correction, Choon Hong was in Mahkota Parade after he and the others ate dinner he just go to Mahkota Parade for a walk... so, he came later. We went to the entrance of the jetty when the buggy came to pick us up. Weng Foong and I was left out because the buggy was full. So the rest went on the buggy and go in 1st. However, there is another buggy for two just came so we got to go on the buggy as well. The rest thought we walked so fast that we can catch up with their buggy. So me and Weng Foong just smiled at each other and tell them they're right.
Once entered the KTV room, Ping Ping and Ah Man started to pick their songs. The rest of us just waited... they picked around 10 songs or more before they passed the remote to me. Then it's my turn... as usual as starters a good westlife song will do the trick. Then went I wanted to choose the main course, it was like another 10 to 15 songs away but I waited. Choon Hong slept while waiting for his song Ping Ping was laughing at him because of that. I was whacking any songs they picked so long the another microphone is free. So just like a sing along fool... haha...
I waited for my main course while listening to the others singing all the slow songs... no kick (Kick = enjoyment or no power) at all... Then it was Choon Hong's turn so he started singing and at this time... Ping Ping is slowly falling asleep. Then, she slowly used Kee's jacket to cover her face and sleep. Really funny. (I'll update the photo once i got it)Then Angela joined us... oh... not to forget Mandy and her boyfriend did visit us for a while earlier.
It's time to go High!!! My main course is served... sang the song from Sheila on 7 which is "Ku Petik Bintang". High tone and rock and roll. So I started to rock on and Ping Ping was awake just before the chorus. She was like "what the hell" kind of expression... then she shouted at the top of her voice in chinese... "Noisy.....!" she can really shout... but I carry on doing my stuff...
Then one last song before I leave them was Linkin Park's "In the End"... I sang with Weng Foong but I end up being so high and sing like hell... Then time to go home cause I promised my mum to be home by then... They carry on singing and their plan to dip into the hot spring at Tampin. I really wanna go but there's always another day right? Enough for today...
P.S : Ping Ping if you are read this sorry for the waking you up from your sleep. And for Kee, lol brother want to sing dun *malu- malu* la... For the rest, you guys rock!!!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Outing~~ 7/5/09
Once I reached there I waited for their call to ensure that they have reached the destination. Around 15 minutes of waiting, Weng Foong called saying that they will go buy the ticket 1st and I will meet them at the ticket counter... when I was going up to GSC, we met on the 3rd floor. (GSC is at the 5th floor). Then, we decided to take our dinner...
After several pointless talking to suggest a place, I voiced up and we decided to eat at Tonkatsu Ramen. At 1st were drawn by the 30% discount on the Ramen but then we set our eyes on the bento when we saw the menu. All of us except for Ah Man order a Mixed Bento, she ordered Teriyaki Chicken Bento. (Bento = Lunch box in Japanese... We ate for dinner... XD). We also talked about places and decide where to go tomorrow. To Hot Spring or Karaoke. In the end, we choose to go for a night of sound and music instead of enjoying the relaxation in the hot spring. (pics of the bento will be uploaded by tomoro... hehe). Well, after a fulfilling dinner with aromatic green tea, we payed the bill... it cost us RM20 per person... that's what I call worth it...
It's almost time to watch our movie. We went up to 5th floor... once we reached there, I set my eyes to the game arcade... Since we have some time... let's play time crisis... ;p... time is really limited then. It's showtime. We watched the movie Star Trek. I grabbed a box of popcorn and a bottle of mineral water and went in to enjoy the show. Personally I rated the movie 3.5 stars out of 5. The action part was great but there is not much of intensity that makes you want to know what's next... the effect was marvelous... just that the storyline was a little slow paced... but very detailed though... Anyhow, this movie is worth a watch...
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Patience is a Virtue... Ya meh?
Names were being called one by one but the noise is like the "Pasar Malam" or Night Market. Those who sit at their places waiting for the piece of paper to reach their places began to feel annoyed... The people that rushed to the front were trying to snatch the piece of paper and the best thing is after they signed they never pass it... instead, they leave it on the table for others to collect...
In the end? It slows down the whole process... Just because of someone being so impatient, everyone was dragged along... If only everyone sit down and pass it around I'm sure its going to be faster than what it took today... Anyway, a smart lady asked us to write on another piece of paper our details to check later... How smart of her to suggest it... otherwise it will need another half an hour...
Please be a little patient because it bring all benefits if you do so...
P.S : No offence yeah, ;P hahaha...
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
White Tiger & Chimp Mama
There's a lot of things that we could learn from these animals' behaviour. Us humans were too full of ourselves and didn't want to learn from the nature like how we did decades ago. We tend to forget where we came from and what we are supposed to do. We are chasing fame, power and money. Totally forgotten all about preserving the harmony among us and the nature. Can there be a day where all animals act this way and does not discriminate among their animal kingdom? Can we be the same and stop the discrimination and live peacefully? This is an open question... only the future leaders can answer. One leader may not be able to create peace, all leaders should unite to bring the world together as what it is suppose to be...
Monday, May 4, 2009
Appreciation Dinner BBQ at BBU
I started off with the stuff I need wanted to eat... then when it's ready, someone requested for it so I ate a little and gave the rest to my team mates from the programme division... I then scouted for something else to grill and eat... but then they asked me for help... being myself, I said okay... so in the end I was doing all the grilling and my team mates are doing the eating... LOL... Look at that, I was thinking to take an advantage towards others and yet being taken advantage of... Really funny.
Something made me go on although I know that I'm practically being a slave to other... and that was their smile of joy... They smiled when they eat the food I prepared and gave compliments to it... how true was the compliment? Well, I just don't know... they would like someone to continue preparing food for them, right? Haha... But it was good to know that at least I'm being appreciated... Rather than doing things that does not really stands out and all you get was "good job" then later followed by "I'm disappointed with you" just because what you did failed due to some external factors... Anyway, people needed compliments to continue doing good deeds or a favour although they didn't mention it... It makes others feel good and appreciated... don't go out giving negativity cause it will only piss people out..
The appreciation dinner ended with a splash as we threw the director of the event into the swimming pool... and some others, well, they some how also ended up in the pool... like I do... XD. Although it is just a simple BBQ party but the fun was there for me... for others, hmmm... ask them if you wanna know... haha... How to ask? Find the answer yourself... haha
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Stereotyped Humanoid
We became so stereotyped in this generation and people are okay with it... We talk about thinking out side the box, be creative and even dare to be different... yet in reality, we confined ourselves into a small box... and lived within it... We are comfortable with the situation that we didn't want to move out of it... One of my friends told me that, "If everyone thinks the same, then everyone did not think far." We are getting sloppy and laid back and most of us does not have an adventure for years...
Kids in the other hands are living beyond our imagination... their ideas for life had been forgotten by most of us... Being happy for kids is just to have fun and be happy... For us happiness has a rather sad definition... Money + Career = Happy Life... Work is being happy? I don't know bout that. We are stereotyping ourselves and even our children... this is a rather sad phenomena...
After years of stereotyping we will come to an age where we look back and ask ourselves what have we been doing for all these years. Most people regretted their lives... Some regret because they cannot fulfill their dreams, some wanted to do things that they can no longer do. Whatever the reasons it is still because of the normal life we lived. We can't change the past, but the future is not fixed...
Live like you are going to die tomorrow and Seek the adventure that you always wanted... If everyone is different, we can hear different stories and share different experience... and that is what life is all about... living to the fullest.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Sundays ~~~
Sunday is also a day to lay back and relax after a hard week of jobs... this is to ensure that we are motivated to work on Monday... XD... For those who work away from home but still within this country, try to go back to your parents every week and take them out for a Sunday Breakfast. That will make your parents feel happy...
As for me, I'm still studying so Sundays is still a normal day because there are lots to worry about... as how my seminar is going to be held... and the heat of not having any speakers to speak for my seminar... I feel powerless because I couldn't find anyone to speak as it is my only job... But still, I wanna try... I can feel that my team members are losing hope on me... but thats normal... I'm under-performing... For me, I'll try my best... and I no longer care if they trust me or not because in the end I knew I've tried...
Worrying and waiting although it is Sunday is not a good thing to do... That I know... but then again, the heat is on... for those who care pray for me so that my group would have a speaker to speak on my team's event... thanks...