May 11, 2009 - this is the date where my group held our seminar and also the marking to the end of seminar for International Trade and Policy Students... Our title is, "Has International Trade Help to Protect World's Environment or Merely Destroying It?". The crowd was okay knowing it is the study week, where almost all the students went back to their hometown. Ending this seminar was probably the best way for me to actually let go of some "heat". The best of all about the seminar was I get to know people... people that I've never worked with and working with them gives a new experience and get to know them even better.... or worse (knowing their bad points also, sometimes)... haha...
Not to forget that the Final Examination is drawing near and I have yet to prepare anything... This is not what I fond of but it happens every semesters, or at least most of the semesters. Saying this doesn't mean anything to me... somehow, I've lost the will to learn... because the more I learn, the more I discover that in the end what trully matters is will you survive in this cold blooded world? But knowing this, I still cannot go against the will,hope and trust of my parents that bestowed upon me... So, I need to re-motivate myself and stand on my boat in the middle of the rough, wavy sea...
I hope that will that was kept deep within me will emerge again and give me the strenght to pull me out of my own psychological barrier. Just like it happened 10 years ago... I stood up and fight a fight that I'll never forget and that had changed the world that revolves around me... Will I once again gather the enormous strength from within to keep up with my nemesis, the time? I guess only I can find the answer when my nemesis, the time have arrive...
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