Friday, February 26, 2010

Note 26/2/2010

Eat, eat and eat... Chinese new year is about to end but for the past 13 days I've been eating non-stop... From cookies to exotic delicacies that my mom will prepare only during special occasions, one after another I swallowed down into my tummy... Sometimes there are too many selection that it makes you think what food you wanna eat first... Which was a trouble when you love food so much... Anyways, putting up a few kilos during the CNY is definitely bad.

Now what I need to do is to shed some weight and get fit... Well photos of some of the food will be uploaded tomorrow. So that's all.

So Long,
Meowth, that's right!!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Note 25/2/2010

"What About Me"

There's a little boy waitin' at the counter of the corner shop
He's been waitin' down there
Waiting half the day
We never ever see him from the top
He gets pushed around
Knocked to the ground
But he gets to his feet and he says...

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I wasnt my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more then you give

There's a pretty girl standing at the counter of the corner shop

She's been waitin' back there
Waitin' for her dreams
Her dreams walk in and I begged 'em to stop
Well she's not too proud
To cry out loud
She runs to the street and she screams:

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I wasn't my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more then you give

So take a step back and see the little people
They may be young
But they're the ones who make the big people big
So listen
As they whisper
What about me

Now I'm standing on the corner all the world's gone home
Nobody's changed
Nobody's been saved
And I'm feeling cold and alone
I guess I'm lucky
I smile a lot
But sometimes I wish for more
Then I go...

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I wasn't my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more what about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I want my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more
You just take more
You just take more then you give

What about me
What about me
What about me




This is a song I'm currently listening at night before going to bed. A simple song that shows true feelings... It shows that we need to listen even to the little kids as we were all young once and knew the feeling of being ignored in one way or another... nice song to remind ourselves about how lucky we are compared to others...

Enjoy...

Signing Out,
Meowth, That's Right!!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Note 24/3/2010

Well, I have been browsing on facebook and found out that a lot of photos were posted in the recent days. I've been wondering that why I don't have any to post? Just getting all emo on small matters... I've noticed that some people are posting early good byes and saying they'll miss others... and I am totally blank out... I know that this is the last semester... although I don't show that I'm gonna miss anybody but the hearts are kinda heavy right now... especially after seeing the "I'm Gonna Miss You Guys" posts over FB. Days are limited, I really need to do something special with my Uni buddies... well if they considered me as one... I'm always the one who went MIA (Missing In Action) for most events...

Taking some memorable photos... Maybe hang out together... Then it's time to say goodbye... Something is missing... but I don't know what it is... it's lost... I can feel it... it's lost...
Really hope to find it cause its important... the hearts is searching for the missing link...

Signing out,
Meowth, That's Right!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Note 23/2/2010

Heads up Melvin Chua, there are more important things to do now... no time to be sitting in the room thinking about all the emotions... This sem we will go through thorns and flames... shed blood and tears... and still withstand the blows...

This is what I posted on facebook. A note to myself. The radio DJ from a chinese station suggest that we write to ourselves in order to understand ourselves better. I guess I'll be doing that for a few days to see if it really helps...

Signing out,
Meowth!! That's Right!!

Friday, February 12, 2010

Gatherings

2010 Feb 12, two gathering that was planned to be at 7pm which I at first decided to decline. One have decided to change the time at 9pm which is exactly after my TKD class and the other was rejected by me due to the time slot. Upon declining the invitation, deep down inside of me was feeling rather regretful. The "Kem Put-Put" gathering was held far too many times and I was invited to most of it but have yet to attend one. The same happened for Tim's gathering also... I was always busy and the time well not so appropriate for me... But they still invite me despite the chances of me turning up is almost zero.

I can say that this is my definition of frenz... one who will continue to have faith to another... treating another as a part of them... I was touched when they tried to invite me for so many time... seriously... but I guess I am just a bad friend... So I went on to the class and then went to the venue of Tim's Gathering, Station 1 which is just outside of my own "taman".

To my surprise, "Kem Put-Put" changed it's venue and time to the same place as well. It's fated that I will go for both of the gathering at the same time and same place. Not to forget it's my 1st time attending either one of it... God knew that I wanted to go for both and granted it... Thank God.

I have a great time hearing about their experience and life... even can know new promotion... ;P
Even a friend which I have not seen for 10 years was at Tim's Gathering... It was really worth it to be at this 2 gathering... despite having to table hopping... I hope they don't mind... Thanks people... It was a great meeting and I trully enjoyed it...

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Re-Trusting : Gaining The Trust That You Lost

Trust like I have said earlier is the vital key to the bonds of relationships. Trust grows like how the big tall trees in the jungle, slowly and constantly if nothing serious happens. It is suppose to be established and unshaken by wind. If there are outside factors such as parasiting, rotting or lightning strikes, the very foundation of the trust will crumble. Parasiting and Lightning Strikes are similar, both an outer factor that will bring the great Trust down. Parasiting will slowly sap the essence of life that the tree had been keeping for it's lifetime and Lightning Strikes just strike without mercy at unexpected times. Rotting comes from the inside of the tree where the tree will be influenced by worms which lingers within it. Of course, you'll be lucky if there are some woodpeckers there to help you but in reality woodpeckers are almost extinct.

Even when the tree is big and strong and not affected by the 3 phenomena above, there are always someone who will try to axe it down for their own benefits. The benefits varies from one people to another. Money, popularity, or revenge (due to envy) might be the reasons behind the cutting down of the Trust tree. These group are forester.

As how the tree falls, every years taken to grow will be leveled to as low as the ground but as long as the roots are still intact to the ground, it will eventually grows and be a big tree again. Time is the factor to the growth. What was lost may not be achieved to the same extent as before but it's worth a try. The length of time to grow would probably be multiplied but it is still possible. When the tree falls, it will first need to clear whats inside, the worms that eating the very core. Then it needs to identify the parasites that are growing around it then throwing these parasites that are around it. Next is to let the growing to grow at it's own pace.

Parasites and Rotting can be stopped but Lightning Strikes and Forester are hard to prevent. The only thing to do is to equip the tree with some things to prevent the lightning strike at the same place and prepared for the unwanted forester. Probably by dropping some branches or durians on the foresters' head will do the job... not killing ya... remember self control and discipline to prevent rotting.

Lightning Strike is something that happens unexpectedly just like a god's trial to the tree. Parasiting is like the other beings around the tree that are taking advantage and trying to kill the tree at the same time. Rotting is from the tree's ignorance of self control and discipline. A forester kills the tree for utmost benefits and usually helped by the parasites. Roots will be your determination and inner strengths to withstand the fall to rise again.

"Our greatest glory does not lies in our success, but to fall and try again." Confucius

Signing Out,
Meowth @ka Melvin

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Of Fist and Foot?

I've been learning martial arts for quite a number of years now but my improvements well not as good as it used to be... my training are getting tougher and yet the way I'm using the art is getting dense right now... no more changes and daring acts... To a martial artist, we always strive to improve ourselves... as we get up to the higher levels we seemed to be improving at a very slow pace... lucky enough if you have any improvements...

Just like many masters would have tell me... Now that the art became dense and the cup is to full, the only way is to empty it and then improvements can take place... it will simply means that to step out of the comfort zone and try to evaluate the usefulness of the practice then to improve the training as well as yourself...

I made a lot of searches over the Internets... into forums, blogs, web pages... well, there is nothing much actually. It seems that it is not the training or the physical that needed to be improved... It is the heart... I need to fill it with burning passions like I use to have when I just started...

The fist will now have to fuse with the passionate heart in order to take it to next level... For now, I'll just think of the reasons that I first started martial arts and then I'll soar up in the sky again (hopefully, ;-P)

Meowth
That's Right!!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

The Return of The Meowth

At last, I'm back from the pits of so call Hell and back to life... What can I say, I've been into many situations that made me think about life as a whole... Life still goes on no matter if you're up or down... Time passes and it doesn't even give a damn if you are dangling idle... What's more important then to have fun? For me it's nothing...

Making money to have fun but not to forget to have fun while making money... Meowth's Style...

Anyway, time shows everything you need to see... even if you don't want to see it... Just like if the friendship you having now is genuine or just people making use of you... or relationship that you are having is worth having faith upon... Time just show you what it want you to know or to see... you can't do anything to it but just to make it as a leson for your future...

I've been in Ups and Downs, but now I'm back again writting my comment on peoples, places, events or things that I might be disgusted or totally crazed about... Back to the way of the Emolectrifying Route... Hoping to write something interesting that worth reading in the near future... maybe... maybe not... haha... who knows?

Meowth... That's Right...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

World Destruction... Can You Feel It?

The Anicent Mayan Calendar ends in 2012, 21.12.2012. End of time. End of the world. The end of Mayan Long Count. The apocalypse.. Nostradamus sets a time frame around 2012 AD that the fearsome meteor will hit earth. NASA Announces 2012 Destruction Probable.

Many, many reports and information that you can get over the Internet. Yet, most of us are clueless, unaware and maybe don't even care about this... For those who believe their journey is still long, think again 2012 is just 3 years away... For those who are chasing towards the materials, ask this question, "Can I bring the materials to where I would be when the destruction hits earth?". Our lives has now become tha issue... the timebomb is ticking... bit by bit... we are strucked by little famine...

SARS, Bird Flu, and now the hottest A H1N1, the cases are getting more and more serious... I basically don't want to believe in this warnings... but the concern has reached my heart... I want to be rich, famous and satisfied... I don't want to perish in the flames of the destruction that I'm going to walk into... There are many things that I still want to do... Life... right now is no longer what it used to be for me... chasing the wind and stars... get good grades to get a great job that earns a lot... I don't want it anymore...

I just want to live my life... as how everyone should have... living to the fullest... with no regrets... I'm trying to do things that I wanted to do... trying to achieve as many dreams I have... trying to spent as much time for my friends and family... trying to say those words that I should've said to someone... Time for us have shortened... we should learn to appreciate...

As much as I would like to think that this prediction is fake and will not come through, I would also like to see the expression of those who wasted their lives and treated others badly when the time we known as "Judgement Day" arises... God's wrath on all of us, those who did the sins and for those who ignored the sinners... I just hope that god will change his mind on this one...

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Life as a Trainee Part 1

I've been doing my Industrial Training in Daibochi for one month plus now... and I've found out that working life can be really dull if we repeat the same work over and over again... The office environment in the office is rather dead... besides the sound of phones ringing almost all at the same time, little voices of people chatting on the phone and sound of typing... It's rather dead.... the phone rings is like an echo... the ringing comes from one phone to another... It is such a headache to be hearing that early in the morning and throughout the day...Most of the time it makes you sleepy although you have loads of work to do...

However, Daibochi did a great job on trying to motivate their workers... giving incentives, food allowance, and some little appreciation lunches... Yeah although the canteen food sucks, but it is still edible and quite cheap... well the cheap part depends on the mood of the lady standing by the counter... Monthly assembly to remind workers on their goals and targets as well as giving out awards... and announcing the sales performace... Making the workers to feel appreciated and respected...

Mr. Soon Kim Chye, the Human Resource Manager, also felt that the office should have a little music at least... People in Daibochi till now, is still nice... of course there are some nasty fella also... well, Miss Mak told me that all crows in the world is same black... from a chinese saying... direct translated (;P), which also means that every company have the same mix of peoples... As much as I try to work, I might end up going online because I'm not that kind of people to do same thing over and over again....

Life as a trainee so far was rather enjoyable... and well a little more fun than what I thought of... So, this is my review and short updates of what I'm doing now... for those who are missing me... wahahaha... I'm quite okay right here, right now...

XOXO
Meowth

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Work!!!

It had been a week now since I started my industrial training in Daibochi Plastics and Packaging Company... and so far it was quite laid back and relaxing... Just that I've been given a few assignments to do, I wasn't able to update the blog... So this month, might be slow... because not much is happening in the office... haha

Signing Off:
Melvin @k@ Meowth

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Outing~~ 30/5/09

Hmmm... Finally, after exam stress~~~ out session... After studying like mad it is time for us to sing and let go our stress with style... Just like the last time, we end up in Go Go KTV... I was a little late because of some other session with my friends, Chun Chee and Yen Luan... Together with Choon Hong @ Sleepy Head... haha... You will know why I call Choon Hong that...

Introducing (from the left): Weng Jun, Daniel, Weng Foong, and Choon Hong...

Weng Foong, Chon Hong, Chun Chee and Yen Luan(look at her expression)...

Kee, Ah Man and Daniel..

Everything was just crazy... I just came into the room then they passed me the mic to sing the song "In The End" by Linkin Park... Now thats really help me bring out all the stress deep within... shouting out loud... Anyway... I guess everyone had fun... and I went up "High"...

Here is Weng Jun and Kee Duet...

Sleepy Head @ Choon Hong Sleeping... Look he don't even notice this...

Haha... Fooling Around...

Friday, May 29, 2009

A Day After The Exam

Hmmm... During the exam, I would just sit in front of the computer doing stuff that I'm not suppose to do... Practically not studying... haha... Yeah, most of my friends look at me like I'm some kind of... hmmm... how do I put this... well just too full of myself? Over confident? Somthing like that but I guess thats not a problem.. I'm just that way... The more I'm worried, I feel like doing something else... kinda weird...

But then, today was like so laid back and I was so free and yet... I don't feel like doing the stuff I did when it was the exam period like playing games... I felt weird myself... I'm doing something else when I have loads of stuff to do and do nothing when I'm free... Jeez

Anyway, I'm glad that exam is over and I look ahead for the Industrial Training starting June 1st... Haha... I'm going to train in a company, Daibochi Plastics located in Ayer Keroh Industrial Area... 4 months of training which is a requirement for us... Hope to learn something there... Before that, I wanna enjoy to the max... So Tomoro I'll be going out with a group of friends and planning to sing my heart out... Wahaha...

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Party!!!!

Final Countdown is over... I'm gonna plan to party!!! As my friend, Robin said, Party Like A Rock Star...!!! Whoah...!!! HAHAHA!!!

Come On!!! Let's Go!!!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Final Countdown...





The time is all set... The timebomb is going to explode... soon... Wahahaha....

Monday, May 25, 2009

21/5/09~~~ Mum's B'day!!!

I've not been able to update it sooner because I was busy with my exam... So I tried to find time to do so... here is what happened... Well as the title shown... It was my mum's birthday... We went for "ikan bakar" in Crystal Bay... There were lots of stalls but we went straight in to the stall number 7... I've been there before with some of my frenz... We ate quite a lot... but the price was way cheaper then we expected... Cheap Cheap... We plan to go there again soon... haha... maybe in 3 months time? hehe... Then, we celebrated my mum's birthday at home... here are some pics.
My Father being spontaneous for my candid camera...

Oh... here's my family... I'm the photographer... XD

Look at my cousin, Ian, doing his clown face...

Here's the cake... um... 1 candle means 1 year older... not my mum's age... ;P

Tiramisu... We got this from the cake shop... The piece on the plate is mine... photo shoot session 1st then only I gobbled it...

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Smile

A simple gesture called smile... Smile is a way to show respect, comfort, and even friendliness towards another being... Smile takes away the hate out of people... Smiling makes you feel young and energetic... and it also affect the peoples who are around you... Just a smile can make someones day... just a smile can change people's perception...


I liked to smile to the familiar faces that I met in University... the fact that those people saw me smiling at them... they smiled back at me at that felt good... The positivity that smile cast around you is miraculous... People liked to approach those who smile than those who frown every single day... Smiling is a way to show that you enjoyed someones' company...

I still remember that one of my friend did ask me why I smiled 24/7... and I replied... I like getting the smiles back... Some of them says that I smile like a pervert... haha... Life is such that we always try to figure out the hidden agenda although none was involve... thats life... but a smile can put you through the bitter times and comfort people... of course, you don't smile when someone is sad or in orbituary... you might just end up being beaten up... haha...


Smile... The positivity... The energy... The joy... Have you smiled to your loved ones today? Because that could make their day... Start Smiling, and feel the difference...

Friday, May 15, 2009

Trust

Trust... The very foundation to any relationship... The key towards a life long friendship and love... The trust factor have always been an issue that keep us away from having true peace... Believing that everyone has an agenda of their own when they do something...


I am a believer of trust itself... you may think that I'm naive and not being hurt by evil backstabbers and even liars... Maybe I am trying to think about whatever good that is left in the world today... Optimistic or some might say Foolish... I chose to stand on the side of trust mainly because I've once lost it... before a saviour came and pull me out from where I am with just trust...

I was falling into the darkness when hopes die out on me... people around me see me in the manner that it takes away whatever life essence thats left within you... People began to discriminate and even isolate you... for just a few tainted events that you are related with... People didn't know how suffering it was... the emotions behind a smile and the bleeding within the tough expression... Everyday was like falling into the deeper area of life...

Then a hand reach out to me... pull me away from where I was... I am giving up on all the hopes and there she was... telling me that she trust that I can do it... Trusted that I can come out from the hole and redeem my pride... she was my teacher, the only person who gave me strong words and encourage me when the world turn it's back on me... That was the beginning of a journey beyond my own immagination... I'm now in University... A place that I've never thought I'll make it back then... Thanks to a simple trust...

There for, I am keen on giving trust to people although I'll be hurt at a certain point... Honestly, I don't mind... because the trust that I give can at one point save another me... So, please try to keep the trust because its important... Trust is earned not given...

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Turt and Torrie

Here are my 2 new friends... Turt and Torrie... Yeah a couple of RES (Red Eared Slider)... Well, I should've introduced them like a week ago but Turt the male turtle was ill... Swollen eye due to malnutrition... The pet shop isn't feeding them well, I guess... I bought it last week and when I brought it home Turt did not want to open it's eyes... So I checked the internet and found out a lot of cases started from swollen eyes... Well, I was like freak out...

Turt The Brave One... Too Brave... Strong, Fast but Foolish... (one of the day it will really fall from high places *ish*)


Then there is this forum where they said it can be saved... just need clean and warm water and more nutrition... Well, I didn't have a water heater and it is too expensive to buy one... so I try to bring the both of them out under the sun. Then after 2 days Turt is able to open his eyes again... but only for a few minutes... I fed them live worm and also fishes to boost their nutrient intake...
I was planning to bring it to a vet... then Turt open his eyes yesterday and mantained till today... it healed... That's why I let them have a photo shooting session... haha

Torrie The Shy One... not actually shy... it's scared... this one is cautious but sometimes over cautious... Hmmm 2 Turtles 2 different Characters...

P.S. : Want to see it clearer then you have to come to my house... haha... my build in camera sux... wahaha...